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Charlotte Brontë and Her Circle by Clement King Shorter TO MISS ELLEN NUSSEY '_August_ 23_rd_, 1849. 'DEAR ELLEN,--Papa has not been well at all lately--he has had another attack of bronchitis. I felt very uneasy about him for some days, more wretched indeed than I care to tell you. After what has happened, one trembles at any appearance of sickness, and when anything ails papa I feel too keenly that he is the _last_, the _only_ near and dear relation I have in the world. Yesterday and to-day he has seemed much better, for which I am truly thankful. 'For myself, I should be pretty well but for a continually recurring feeling of slight cold, slight soreness in the throat and chest, of which, do what I will, I cannot quite get rid. Has your cough entirely left you? I wish the atmosphere would return to a salubrious condition, for I really think it is not healthy. English cholera has been very prevalent here. 'I _do_ wish to see you.' TO MISS ELLEN NUSSEY '_August_ 16, 1850. 'DEAR NELL,--I am going on Monday (D.V.) a journey, whereof the prospect cheers me not at all, to Windermere, in Westmoreland, to spend a few days with Sir J. K. S., who has taken a house there for the autumn and winter. I consented to go with reluctance, chiefly to please papa, whom a refusal on my part would have much annoyed; but I dislike to leave him. I trust he is not worse, but his complaint is still weakness. It is not right to anticipate evil, and to be always looking forward in an apprehensive spirit; but I think grief is a two-edged sword--it cuts both ways: the memory of one loss is the anticipation of another. Take moderate exercise and be careful, dear Nell, and--Believe me, yours sincerely, 'C. BRONTE.' TO MISS ELLEN NUSSEY '_May_ 10_th_, 1851. 'DEAR NELL,--Poor little Flossy! I have not yet screwed up nerve to tell papa about her fate, it seems to me so piteous. However, she had a happy life with a kind mistress, whatever her death has been. Little hapless plague! She had more goodness and patience shown her than she deserved, I fear. 'C. BRONTE.' TO MISS ELLEN NUSSEY 'HAWORTH, _July_ 26_th_, 1852. 'DEAR ELLEN,--I should not have written to you to-day by choice. Lately I have again been harassed with headache--the heavy electric atmosphere oppresses me much, yet I am less miserable just now than I was a little while ago. A severe shock came upon me about papa. He was suddenly attacked with acute inflammation of the eye. Mr. Ruddock was sent for; and after he had examined him, he called me into another room, and said papa's pulse was bounding at 150 per minute, that there was a strong pressure of blood upon the brain, that, in short, the symptoms were decidedly apoplectic. 'Active measures were immediately taken. By the next day the pulse was reduced to ninety. Thank God he is now better, though not well. The eye is a good deal inflamed. He does not know his state. To tell him he had been in danger of apoplexy would almost be to kill him at once--it would increase the rush to the brain and perhaps bring about rupture. He is kept very quiet. 'Dear Nell, you will excuse a short note. Write again soon. Tell me all concerning yourself that can relieve you.--Yours faithfully, 'C. B.' TO MISS ELLEN NUSSEY '_August_ 3_rd_, 1852. 'DEAR ELLEN,--I write a line to say that papa is now considered out of danger. His progress to health is not without relapse, but I think he gains ground, if slowly, surely. Mr. Ruddock says the seizure was quite of an apoplectic character; there was a partial paralysis for two days, but the mind remained clear, in spite of a high degree of nervous irritation. One eye still remains inflamed, and papa is weak, but all muscular affection is gone, and the pulse is accurate. One cannot be too thankful that papa's sight is yet spared--it was the fear of losing that which chiefly distressed him. 'With best wishes for yourself, dear Ellen,--I am, yours faithfully, 'C. BRONTE. 'My headaches are better. I have needed no help, but I thank you sincerely for your kind offers.' TO MISS ELLEN NUSSEY 'HAWORTH, _August_ 12_th_, 1852. 'DEAR ELLEN,--Papa has varied occasionally since I wrote to you last. Monday was a very bad day, his spirits sunk painfully. Tuesday and yesterday, however, were much better, and to-day he seems wonderfully well. The prostration of spirits which accompanies anything like a relapse is almost the most difficult point to manage. Dear Nell, you are tenderly kind in offering your society; but rest very tranquil where you are; be fully assured that it is not now, nor under present circumstances, that I feel the lack either of society or occupation; my time is pretty well filled up, and my thoughts appropriated. 'Mr. Ruddock now seems quite satisfied there is no present danger whatever; he says papa has an excellent constitution and may live many years yet. The true balance is not yet restored to the circulation, but I believe that impetuous and dangerous termination to the head is quite obviated. I cannot permit myself to comment much on the chief contents of your last; advice is not necessary. As far as I can judge, you seem hitherto enabled to take these trials in a good and wise spirit. I can only pray that such combined strength and resignation may be continued to you. Submission, courage, exertion, when practicable--these seem to be the weapons with which we must fight life's long battle.--Yours faithfully, 'C. BRONTE.' To Miss Nussey we owe many other letters than those here printed--indeed, they must needs play an important part in Charlotte Bronte's biography. They do not deal with the intellectual interests which are so marked in the letters to W. S. Williams, and which, doubtless, characterised the letters to Miss Mary Taylor. 'I ought to have written this letter to Mary,' Charlotte says, when on one occasion she dropped into literature to her friend; but the friendship was as precious as most intellectual friendships, because it was based upon a common esteem and an unselfish devotion. Ellen Nussey, as we have seen, accompanied Anne Bronte to Scarborough, and was at her death-bed. She attended Charlotte's wedding, and lived to mourn over her tomb. For forty years she has been the untiring advocate and staunch champion, hating to hear a word in her great friend's dispraise, loving to note the glorious recognition, of which there has been so rich and so full a harvest. That she still lives to receive our reverent gratitude for preserving so many interesting traits of the Brontes, is matter for full and cordial congratulation, wherever the names of the authors of _Jane Eyre_ and _Wuthering Heights_ are held in just and wise esteem. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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